Reality

"Realising change within the moment
losing grip on faith
none is lost now
your heart and soul will hold"

Seeing that my life has changed quite a bit made me realize that the moment you live in is the moment that changes. Things like that cannot be undone, because time will stop for nothing and nobody. Time is uncontrolable, untameable.

Let yourself get carried away by the flow of time and keep track of your discipline.

Zetsubou

"Plane o plane up in the sky
take me with you to a place up high.
A place where my emotions will not follow
so my heart will not fall in deep sorrow."

Zetsubou, however you might write it in japanese.
Despair.
Something that started roaming around in my heart again with no haste to leave. Eating away the thing i tried to hide so hard for myself so i can be happy again. I feel like im stuck in time, 5 years already. Thought about it a lot what makes me feel this way... But then again, what am i trying to fix?

Thoughts

"What if the world as we know was all but a dream? Something born from the endless thoughts and ideas of mankind wich never seem to amaze us? If that were true, what is the reason for trying so hard as we are now."

"Reasoning the existence of life is meaningless if death is all you are waiting for. Life is but a part of the whole picture. For example, you take a picture of your girl/boyfriend in a scenery that equals war. But in that picture that person smiles, do you want to know why there is war in the background? We see only what we want to see. One sees a seemingly innocent smile and eyes staring at the person he or she charishes. The other sees a war, raging in all might and matter with just one person who thinks he or she can make it trough."

"Opinions. They are all thoughts made of the mind. War and peace, love and hate, all so far from each other, but so close that we only notice it when it happens. If we could see beyond the smile, beyond the war, what will wait ahead of us?"